still blur

blur-alwayz..
do.-nothing..
work.-with people hve much more experiences..
me-still fresh like newborn baby
feel-nervous, worried n sometime wanna be die
operator-look at me like i`m loser
rest time- 30 minute only for lunch (hate work with Japanese company)
friend- no fren there (alone)

huhuhu..i hate this part rite now..to much that i supposed to learn..to catch..
it`s not like, n totally not same as my imagination before i do decision to work..
seriously, study is much better..u free, u can do what u want, u can sleep anytime,u not worried anything..so enjoy n peaceful..
but if u work..everything is totally different..so so different..gagaga..
so to all my friends..thing 1st before u decide to work o continue your study..
need to ready mental n physical..hehehe..